Mark Chapter 14
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"After two days was the feast of the passover, and of unleavened bread: and the chief priests and the scribes sought how they might take him by craft, and put him to death. "
"It was two days before the Passover festival began. The senior priests and religious scholars were looking for a sneaky way to arrest Jesus and have him killed."
Even while people plotted secretly against me, I kept moving forward with what mattered - I didn't let fear of scheming enemies stop me from living out my purpose. When someone works against you in the shadows, don't let it paralyse you; keep doing what's right.
"But they said, Not on the feast day, lest there be an uproar of the people. "
"They agreed it shouldn't happen during the festival itself, in case the crowds rioted."
Watch how these men calculated the safest way to harm me based on how the crowd might react rather than on right and wrong. Don't let popularity or fear of what others think be the thing that decides your moral choices for you.
"And being in Bethany in the house of Simon the leper, as he sat at meat, there came a woman having an alabaster box of ointment of spikenard very precious; and she brake the box, and poured it on his head. "
"While Jesus was eating at Simon the leper's house in Bethany, a woman came in with a jar of very expensive perfume made from pure nard, broke it open, and poured it over his head."
This woman gave everything she had without holding back or calculating a 'reasonable' amount, and I never criticised her extravagance. Love that holds nothing in reserve, even when others call it wasteful, is never wasted on me.
"And there were some that had indignation within themselves, and said, Why was this waste of the ointment made? "
"Some of the people there were angry and asked why she had wasted the perfume like that."
Some in the room judged generosity as waste because they measured it by cost rather than heart. Be careful before you call someone else's devotion excessive; you may be missing what it truly means to them.
"For it might have been sold for more than three hundred pence, and have been given to the poor. And they murmured against her. "
"They said it could have been sold for a year's wages and the money given to poor people - and they grumbled at her."
People used a good cause to disguise their discomfort with someone else's generosity. Check your own motives before you criticise someone else's giving, especially when you dress up judgement as concern for others.
"And Jesus said, Let her alone; why trouble ye her? she hath wrought a good work on me. "
"Jesus said, 'Leave her alone. Why are you giving her a hard time? She's done something good for me.'"
I stood up for her when the room turned against her. I will always stand up for someone whose heart is in the right place, even when the crowd doesn't understand them - don't be afraid to defend people others are quick to criticise.
"For ye have the poor with you always, and whensoever ye will ye may do them good: but me ye have not always. "
"'You'll always have poor people around you, and you can help them whenever you want - but you won't always have me here.'"
I wasn't dismissing the poor - I was pointing out that some moments in life are unrepeatable, and you have to recognise them while they're in front of you. Don't let routine good habits become an excuse to miss what's urgent and irreplaceable right now.
"She hath done what she could: she is come aforehand to anoint my body to the burying. "
"'She did what she was able to do - she has anointed my body in advance, ready for burial.'"
She did what she could with what she had, at the moment she had it - I don't ask for more than that from anyone. Do what's within your power right now, rather than waiting for a bigger or more perfect opportunity.
"Verily I say unto you, Wheresoever this gospel shall be preached throughout the whole world, this also that she hath done shall be spoken of for a memorial of her. "
"'I promise you, wherever this good news is told anywhere in the world, what she has done will be told too, in memory of her.'"
I made sure her act of love would never be forgotten, even though the world might have overlooked her. Quiet acts of generosity and courage matter to me more than status or fame, and they outlast the criticism they first receive.
"And Judas Iscariot, one of the twelve, went unto the chief priests, to betray him unto them. "
"Judas Iscariot, one of the twelve disciples, went to the chief priests to hand Jesus over to them."
One of my own closest friends chose to betray me. I know what it is to be hurt by someone near to you, and I didn't let it destroy my capacity to keep loving the other eleven - betrayal doesn't have to close your heart.
"And when they heard it, they were glad, and promised to give him money. And he sought how he might conveniently betray him. "
"When they heard what Judas was offering, they were pleased and promised to pay him. So Judas started looking for the right opportunity to hand Jesus over."
Judas traded me for money, and I still shared bread with him before it happened. I don't withdraw love from someone just because I know they're capable of hurting me.
"And the first day of unleavened bread, when they killed the passover, his disciples said unto him, Where wilt thou that we go and prepare that thou mayest eat the passover? "
"On the first day of the Festival of Unleavened Bread, when it was customary to kill the Passover lamb, Jesus's disciples asked him, 'Where do you want us to go and get the Passover meal ready?'"
I made sure my last meal happened deliberately, with intention, even while everything else was closing in around me. However chaotic your circumstances, you can still choose to make space for meaning and connection with the people you love.
"And he sendeth forth two of his disciples, and saith unto them, Go ye into the city, and there shall meet you a man bearing a pitcher of water: follow him. "
"Jesus sent two of his disciples off, telling them, 'Go into the city, and a man carrying a jar of water will meet you - follow him.'"
I planned ahead and trusted my disciples with clear, simple instructions, even for something as basic as finding a room. Real leadership includes calm, practical preparation, not just grand words.
"And wheresoever he shall go in, say ye to the goodman of the house, The Master saith, Where is the guestchamber, where I shall eat the passover with my disciples? "
"'Wherever he goes in, tell the owner of the house: The Teacher asks, where is the guest room where I can eat the Passover with my disciples?'"
I called myself simply 'the Teacher' when I sent this message. Status and titles mattered less to me than clarity and trust between people who care for each other.
"And he will shew you a large upper room furnished and prepared: there make ready for us. "
"'He will show you a large upstairs room, already furnished and ready. Get things prepared for us there.'"
Everything was ready before we even arrived. Trust that preparation and provision can exist even in the middle of your hardest days, if you're willing to follow simple guidance rather than panic.
"And his disciples went forth, and came into the city, and found as he had said unto them: and they made ready the passover. "
"The disciples went into the city and found everything exactly as Jesus had told them, and they prepared the Passover meal."
What I told them turned out to be exactly true. You can trust that my words hold up, even in the small, practical details of life, not just the big spiritual claims.
"And in the evening he cometh with the twelve. "
"When evening came, Jesus arrived with the twelve disciples."
I chose to sit down and eat with all twelve of them, knowing exactly what one of them was about to do. I don't withdraw my presence from people even when I know they'll disappoint me.
"And as they sat and did eat, Jesus said, Verily I say unto you, One of you which eateth with me shall betray me. "
"As they were eating, Jesus said, 'I'm telling you the truth - one of you eating with me right now is going to betray me.'"
I named the pain plainly instead of hiding it. Facing betrayal honestly, even in the moment it's happening, is better than pretending everything is fine - truth, however painful, is where healing starts.
"And they began to be sorrowful, and to say unto him one by one, Is it I? and another said, Is it I? "
"They were deeply upset and started asking him, one after another, 'Surely it's not me?'"
Each of them looked inward first instead of pointing fingers at each other. When something goes wrong in your circle, examine your own heart before you accuse someone else's.
"And he answered and said unto them, It is one of the twelve, that dippeth with me in the dish. "
"He answered, 'It's one of the twelve - the one dipping his bread in the dish with me.'"
I knew exactly who would betray me and I still didn't humiliate him in front of the others. Even when you know someone is about to hurt you, there's a way to hold that truth without cruelty.
"The Son of man indeed goeth, as it is written of him: but woe to that man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! good were it for that man if he had never been born. "
"'The Son of Man is going to die, just as the scriptures said he would - but it will be terrible for the person who betrays him. It would have been better for that man if he'd never been born.'"
What was going to happen to me didn't erase Judas's responsibility for his choice. Your circumstances can be part of something bigger, but that never removes your own accountability for how you act within them.
"And as they did eat, Jesus took bread, and blessed, and brake it, and gave to them, and said, Take, eat: this is my body. "
"As they were eating, Jesus took a loaf of bread, gave thanks for it, broke it into pieces, and gave it to them, saying, 'Take this and eat it - this is my body.'"
I gave them something ordinary - bread - and filled it with meaning about giving myself for others. You don't need grand gestures to show love; the everyday things you share can carry deep meaning if you're generous with them.
"And he took the cup, and when he had given thanks, he gave it to them: and they all drank of it. "
"Then he took a cup of wine, gave thanks for it, and gave it to them, and all of them drank from it."
I shared one cup with all of them, even the one who would betray me and the one who would deny me. True unity means including people at the table even when you know they'll fail you.
"And he said unto them, This is my blood of the new testament, which is shed for many. "
"He said to them, 'This is my blood, which begins a new agreement between God and people, and it's being poured out for many.'"
I said my life was being poured out for many, not for myself. Real love means being willing to give something of yourself for the good of people beyond your own circle.
"Verily I say unto you, I will drink no more of the fruit of the vine, until that day that I drink it new in the kingdom of God. "
"'I'm telling you the truth - I won't drink wine again until the day I drink it new in God's kingdom.'"
Even facing death, I looked ahead to joy on the other side of it. Whatever hardship you're in the middle of, it helps to hold onto the belief that this isn't the final word.
"And when they had sung an hymn, they went out into the mount of Olives. "
"After singing a hymn together, they went out to the Mount of Olives."
We sang together before walking into the hardest night of my life. Don't underestimate the strength that comes from shared moments of peace or gratitude before you face something difficult.
"And Jesus saith unto them, All ye shall be offended because of me this night: for it is written, I will smite the shepherd, and the sheep shall be scattered. "
"Jesus told them, 'All of you will lose your nerve and abandon me tonight, because scripture says: I will strike the shepherd, and the sheep will be scattered.'"
I told them plainly they would all abandon me. I'd rather be honest about what's coming than let people be blindsided by their own failure - knowing your weaknesses in advance can help you face them with less shame later.
"But after that I am risen, I will go before you into Galilee. "
"'But after I'm raised back to life, I'll go ahead of you into Galilee.'"
I promised to meet them again even before they failed me. Forgiveness doesn't have to wait until after someone has proven themselves; you can offer it in advance, as a standing invitation back.
"But Peter said unto him, Although all shall be offended, yet will not I. "
"Peter said to him, 'Even if everyone else deserts you, I won't.'"
Peter meant every word when he said it, and he still failed hours later. I understand the gap between what you intend and what you actually manage under pressure, and that gap doesn't disqualify you from being loved.
"And Jesus saith unto him, Verily I say unto thee, That this day, even in this night, before the cock crow twice, thou shalt deny me thrice. "
"Jesus said to him, 'I'm telling you the truth - tonight, before the rooster crows twice, you will deny knowing me three times.'"
I saw Peter's failure coming before he did, and I told him anyway, not to shame him but to prepare him. Honest warnings, given with love rather than judgement, are one of the most caring things you can offer someone.
"But he spake the more vehemently, If I should die with thee, I will not deny thee in any wise. Likewise also said they all. "
"But Peter insisted even more strongly, 'Even if I have to die with you, I will never deny you!' And all the others said the same thing."
Every one of them said they'd never abandon me, and every one of them did. I don't hold people to promises made before they've faced the real test - what matters more is what you do afterwards, once you've fallen short.
"And they came to a place which was named Gethsemane: and he saith to his disciples, Sit ye here, while I shall pray. "
"They came to a place called Gethsemane, and Jesus told his disciples, 'Sit here while I go and pray.'"
I made space and time to be honest with God about what I was facing. When you're dreading something huge, give yourself permission to step aside and process it honestly rather than just pushing through in silence.
"And he taketh with him Peter and James and John, and began to be sore amazed, and to be very heavy; "
"He took Peter, James and John with him, and he began to feel deeply distressed and troubled."
I let my closest friends see me overwhelmed and afraid, instead of hiding it. You don't have to perform strength for the people who love you; letting them see your real struggle is not weakness.
"And saith unto them, My soul is exceeding sorrowful unto death: tarry ye here, and watch. "
"He told them, 'My heart is crushed with sorrow, to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch.'"
All I asked for was that they stay near and stay awake. Sometimes the most valuable thing you can offer someone in pain isn't advice or fixing anything, it's simply staying present with them.
"And he went forward a little, and fell on the ground, and prayed that, if it were possible, the hour might pass from him. "
"He went a little further, fell to the ground, and prayed that, if it were possible, this coming ordeal might be taken away from him."
I asked, honestly, whether there was another way. It's alright to wish for an easier path even while you're preparing to face the hard one - honesty with yourself and with God isn't weakness.
"And he said, Abba, Father, all things are possible unto thee; take away this cup from me: nevertheless not what I will, but what thou wilt. "
"He said, 'Abba, Father - you can do anything. Please take this suffering away from me. But not what I want - what you want.'"
I told God exactly what I wanted, and then chose what mattered more than what I wanted. Real trust isn't pretending you have no preferences, it's being honest about them and still choosing what's right even when it costs you everything.
"And he cometh, and findeth them sleeping, and saith unto Peter, Simon, sleepest thou? couldest not thou watch one hour? "
"He came back and found them asleep, and said to Peter, 'Simon, are you asleep? Couldn't you stay awake for even one hour?'"
I was disappointed, and I said so plainly, without cruelty. You're allowed to be honest when someone lets you down, even someone you love, without that honesty turning into contempt.
"Watch ye and pray, lest ye enter into temptation. The spirit truly is ready, but the flesh is weak. "
"'Stay alert and pray, so you don't give in to temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak.'"
I named the exact struggle you'll face - wanting to do right but being genuinely too tired or weak in the moment. Be honest about your limits and prepare for them, rather than being shocked when willpower alone isn't enough.
"And again he went away, and prayed, and spake the same words. "
"He went away again and prayed, saying the same words as before."
I had to pray the same prayer more than once to hold onto my resolve. It's normal to need to return to the same decision or prayer again and again before it fully settles in you; repetition isn't failure.
"And when he returned, he found them asleep again, (for their eyes were heavy,) neither wist they what to answer him. "
"When he came back, he found them asleep again - their eyes were heavy - and they didn't know what to say to him."
They didn't even know what to say for themselves, and I didn't demand an explanation. Sometimes there isn't a good excuse for falling short, and that's alright; you don't owe everyone a justification for every failure.
"And he cometh the third time, and saith unto them, Sleep on now, and take your rest: it is enough, the hour is come; behold, the Son of man is betrayed into the hands of sinners. "
"He came back a third time and said to them, 'Are you still sleeping and resting? That's enough now - the time has come. Look, the Son of Man is about to be handed over to sinful men.'"
By the time the hour actually arrived, I had already made my peace with it through prayer. The hardest part of facing something difficult is often the waiting and deciding beforehand; once you've settled it within yourself, you can meet the moment with steadiness.
"Rise up, let us go; lo, he that betrayeth me is at hand. "
"'Get up, let's go. Look - here comes the one who's going to betray me.'"
I walked forward to meet the very danger I could have run from. Real courage isn't the absence of fear, it's choosing to move forward anyway once you've made peace with what's coming.
"And immediately, while he yet spake, cometh Judas, one of the twelve, and with him a great multitude with swords and staves, from the chief priests and the scribes and the elders. "
"Just as he finished speaking, Judas arrived - one of the twelve - along with a large crowd armed with swords and clubs, sent by the chief priests, scribes and elders."
The betrayal came from someone I had trusted completely, backed by an organised show of force against one unarmed man. Even overwhelming, coordinated hostility didn't shake my resolve to face it without violence.
"And he that betrayed him had given them a token, saying, Whomsoever I shall kiss, that same is he; take him, and lead him away safely. "
"Judas had arranged a signal with them: 'The one I kiss is the one you want - arrest him and take him away securely.'"
Judas turned a sign of affection into a weapon against me. Even when someone twists something good, like a kiss or a friendly gesture, into a tool to hurt you, that doesn't mean the good thing itself was ever fake or worthless.
"And as soon as he was come, he goeth straightway to him, and saith, Master, master; and kissed him. "
"As soon as Judas arrived, he went straight up to Jesus and said, 'Rabbi, Rabbi!' and kissed him."
He called me 'Master' while betraying me, and I didn't strip him of dignity for it in front of everyone. Even in the moment of deepest betrayal, I didn't respond with public humiliation of the person who hurt me.
"And they laid their hands on him, and took him. "
"The men grabbed hold of Jesus and arrested him."
I didn't fight back when they seized me, even though I could have. Choosing not to retaliate, when you have every reason and even the power to, is its own kind of strength.
"And one of them that stood by drew a sword, and smote a servant of the high priest, and cut off his ear. "
"One of the people standing there drew a sword, struck the high priest's servant, and cut off his ear."
Someone tried to defend me with violence, but that was never the way I wanted to be defended. Fighting fire with fire isn't the answer I stand for; there's a better way to respond to threat than immediate retaliation.
"And Jesus answered and said unto them, Are ye come out, as against a thief, with swords and with staves to take me? "
"Jesus said to them, 'Have you come out with swords and clubs to arrest me, as if I were some violent criminal?'"
I called out the unfairness of how they were treating me, calmly and directly, even while being arrested. You can name injustice honestly in the moment it's happening to you, without needing to fight back physically to do it.
"I was daily with you in the temple teaching, and ye took me not: but the scriptures must be fulfilled. "
"'I was with you every day teaching in the temple, and you didn't arrest me then. But this is happening so that the scriptures will be fulfilled.'"
I lived openly and taught in public every day, so there was nothing hidden about me for them to expose. Live in a way that has nothing to hide, and injustice done to you will always say more about the people doing it than about you.
"And they all forsook him, and fled. "
"Then all the disciples deserted him and ran away."
Every single one of them ran, exactly as I said they would, and I still went ahead and died for them anyway. My love for people was never dependent on them getting it right or staying loyal under pressure.
"And there followed him a certain young man, having a linen cloth cast about his naked body; and the young men laid hold on him: "
"A young man following Jesus was wearing nothing but a linen cloth wrapped around him, and the men tried to grab him too."
Even bystanders got caught up in the panic and danger of that night. Fear and chaos rarely stay contained to just the people directly involved; be gentle with anyone swept up in a crisis that wasn't originally theirs.
"And he left the linen cloth, and fled from them naked. "
"He left the cloth behind in their hands and ran away naked."
Even this stranger would rather lose his clothing than be caught anywhere near me that night. I understand fear can make people do things that feel humiliating in hindsight; that doesn't make them unworthy of compassion.
"And they led Jesus away to the high priest: and with him were assembled all the chief priests and the elders and the scribes. "
"They led Jesus away to the high priest, where all the chief priests, elders and scribes had gathered."
I stood alone before the full weight of the religious establishment. Facing overwhelming opposition alone doesn't mean you're in the wrong; sometimes the truth stands against an entire assembled crowd.
"And Peter followed him afar off, even into the palace of the high priest: and he sat with the servants, and warmed himself at the fire. "
"Peter followed at a distance, right into the high priest's courtyard, and sat with the guards, warming himself by the fire."
Peter followed me, but only from a safe distance. I recognise that kind of half-courage, wanting to stay close to what's right while still protecting yourself from risk; it's a common, forgivable human struggle.
"And the chief priests and all the council sought for witness against Jesus to put him to death; and found none. "
"The chief priests and the whole council were trying to find evidence against Jesus so they could have him executed, but they couldn't find any."
They had already decided my fate before they even looked for evidence. Watch out for situations, in your own life or in the world around you, where the verdict comes before the facts; that's not justice, whatever it calls itself.
"For many bare false witness against him, but their witness agreed not together. "
"Many people gave false testimony against him, but their stories didn't match up."
Lies told against me couldn't even agree with each other. The truth doesn't need to be coordinated or rehearsed, but falsehood usually falls apart under scrutiny if you wait long enough for it to unravel.
"And there arose certain, and bare false witness against him, saying, "
"Then some men stood up and gave false testimony against him."
People were willing to lie outright just to see me condemned. Expect that standing for truth may sometimes provoke others into outright dishonesty against you; that says nothing about your own integrity.
"We heard him say, I will destroy this temple that is made with hands, and within three days I will build another made without hands. "
"'We heard him say: I will tear down this temple built by human hands, and in three days I'll build another one, not made by human hands.'"
They twisted something I actually said into a weapon against me. If people misquote or distort your words to make you look bad, that reflects on their honesty, not on the truth of what you originally meant.
"But neither so did their witness agree together. "
"But even this testimony didn't match up either."
Even their best attempt at a case against me collapsed under its own contradictions. Injustice often needs to keep shifting its ground because it was never standing on solid truth to begin with.
"And the high priest stood up in the midst, and asked Jesus, saying, Answerest thou nothing? what is it which these witness against thee? "
"The high priest stood up in front of everyone and asked Jesus, 'Aren't you going to answer? What do you say to what these men are accusing you of?'"
I didn't feel obligated to dignify a rigged process with a defence against lies that couldn't even agree with each other. You don't owe an explanation to people who have already decided not to listen fairly.
"But he held his peace, and answered nothing. Again the high priest asked him, and said unto him, Art thou the Christ, the Son of the Blessed? "
"But Jesus stayed silent and said nothing. The high priest asked him again, 'Are you the Christ, the Son of the Blessed One?'"
I stayed silent against lies but spoke up when asked the truth directly. Choose your battles: don't waste your energy arguing against bad-faith accusations, but never shy away from stating plainly who you really are when genuinely asked.
"And Jesus said, I am: and ye shall see the Son of man siting on the right hand of power, and coming in the clouds of heaven. "
"Jesus said, 'I am. And you will see the Son of Man sitting at the right hand of the Almighty, and coming with the clouds of heaven.'"
I told the truth about who I was, even though I knew it would get me killed. There will be moments when honesty costs you everything, and I want you to know that speaking the truth about your convictions is still worth it even then.
"Then the high priest rent his clothes, and saith, What need we any further witnesses? "
"The high priest tore his own robes and said, 'Why do we need any more witnesses?'"
My own honest answer became the evidence used to condemn me. Sometimes telling the truth will be used against you by people who've already made up their minds; that's a risk worth taking anyway, because the alternative is living a lie.
"Ye have heard the blasphemy: what think ye? And they all condemned him to be guilty of death. "
"'You've heard him blaspheme. What's your verdict?' And they all condemned him, declaring he deserved to die."
They condemned me for telling the truth about who I was, calling it a crime. The world will sometimes label honesty or conviction as offensive simply because it's inconvenient or threatening to those in power; that doesn't make it wrong.
"And some began to spit on him, and to cover his face, and to buffet him, and to say unto him, Prophesy: and the servants did strike him with the palms of their hands. "
"Some of them began spitting on him, blindfolding him, and hitting him, saying, 'Go on, prophesy!' And the guards also struck him with their hands."
I endured mockery and violence without responding in kind. Dignity isn't something other people can take from you through cruelty, even when they do everything they can to strip it away.
"And as Peter was beneath in the palace, there cometh one of the maids of the high priest: "
"While Peter was below in the courtyard, one of the high priest's servant girls came along."
While I stood firm under direct questioning, Peter was about to crumble under a servant girl's casual remark downstairs. Pressure doesn't have to be dramatic to test you; sometimes it's the small, offhand moments that reveal what you're really made of.
"And when she saw Peter warming himself, she looked upon him, and said, And thou also wast with Jesus of Nazareth. "
"When she saw Peter warming himself, she looked closely at him and said, 'You were with Jesus of Nazareth too.'"
It only took one servant girl's passing comment to make Peter panic. Notice how small the pressures often are that make us compromise what we believe; awareness of that is the first step to responding differently next time.
"But he denied, saying, I know not, neither understand I what thou sayest. And he went out into the porch; and the cock crew. "
"But Peter denied it, saying, 'I don't know what you're talking about - I don't even understand what you mean.' Then he went out to the entrance, and a rooster crowed."
Peter denied even understanding what she meant. Fear can make you distance yourself from truth in ways that feel small in the moment but cut deep afterwards; I still went on to restore him fully, so no failure here is beyond repair.
"And a maid saw him again, and began to say to them that stood by, This is one of them. "
"The servant girl saw him again and started telling the people nearby, 'This man is one of them.'"
The pressure on Peter kept building, moment by moment. When you're under repeated pressure to compromise, notice how it tends to escalate; naming that pattern early can help you hold your ground before it grows too big to resist.
"And he denied it again. And a little after, they that stood by said again to Peter, Surely thou art one of them: for thou art a Galilaean, and thy speech agreeth thereto. "
"Again Peter denied it. A little later, the bystanders said to Peter again, 'You must be one of them - you're a Galilean, and your accent gives you away.'"
Even his own accent gave him away when he tried to hide who he really was. Trying to deny your true identity or convictions rarely works for long; it tends to surface anyway, so it's often better to own it honestly from the start.
"But he began to curse and to swear, saying, I know not this man of whom ye speak. "
"Then Peter began to curse and swear an oath, saying, 'I don't know this man you're talking about!'"
Peter's fear pushed him all the way to cursing and swearing he didn't even know me. I want you to know that even your worst, most shameful moments of failure don't put you beyond being welcomed back; Peter's story doesn't end here.
"And the second time the cock crew. And Peter called to mind the word that Jesus said unto him, Before the cock crow twice, thou shalt deny me thrice. And when he thought thereon, he wept. "
"Immediately the rooster crowed a second time. And Peter remembered what Jesus had told him - that before the rooster crowed twice, he would deny him three times. And he broke down and wept."
Peter wept bitterly the moment he realised what he'd done, and that heartbreak was the start of him coming back to me, not the end of our story together. Genuine sorrow over your failures, rather than excuses or denial, is exactly what opens the way back.